I was getting really depressed and eating very poorly.
And I fell asleep last night at 7 and woke up at 12 and at some point I made the decision that I would try and turn things around
I would drink some detox tea
I would make some healthy waffles to freeze
I would go for a run (finally)
I go into the kitchen and decide to do some dishes even though theyre not mine.
I look at the table…something is missing….oh
which are the main ingredient for the waffles
look in trash
oh hey there now trash covered bananas that I bought and waited to ripen so they would make my waffles taste magnificent
One of my roommates threw out my freaking bananas
and I don’t wanna make a big deal out of it but I also want to throw away everything in the fridge that isn’t mine and then go ‘oh no I thought it was bad. woopsie.’
not that I would because I’m a considerate person who isn’t an ass hole.
and I’m pissed because I don’t have money and I had a really bad day and I want to lie down and not drink my tea and go back to sleep forever. And I know that no matter how I handle this situation it will turn out bad for ME.
Just really not in a good place.